Visit With Mistress Tomorrow

i will have the privilege of seeing my Mistress tomorrow. i can barely contain myself. Mistress has hinted at several of the things she would like to do to me and it is really exciting. Mistress has taken away my control of my own orgasms for the past couple of weeks. The thought that i am no longer in control of my cumming has heightened my awareness of just how horny i can get. it has been five days since Mistress allowed me to cum. In a delicious turn of fate Mistress allows me to stroke myself as much as i like and often asks me to stroke when we are on the phone, but i am not permitted to cum even then. It is a wonderful and frustrating experience stroking myself while talking with her on the phone and yet not cumming. I get frustrated because i want to cum so badly, but i know that if i do the punishment would be severe.

i am hoping that Mistress will allow me to cum in her presence but i am not expecting it. Mistress likes it when i am sexually excited and aroused. She loves scraping her fingernails along my cock and pulling on my balls as hard as she can. i love the sensation of giving myself to Her.

i wonder if Mistress understands just how much she means to me as a friend, lover, and Mistress?

Maybe Mistress will allow me to share what happens tomorrow.